I was hoping to be inseminated this weekend, but I haven’t ovulated so Brad and I made an early trip to the Doctor’s office this morning. They did a sonogram to check and see if I had any follicles or anything. She found 2 follicles, and did some blood work. If my LH levels are low then I will go back Wednesday for the HCG shot, and then we will move forward with the insemination. IF the levels are high then I believe we will have to wait until next month. I am a little disappointed but I know things are just not going happen in my time, but God’s time. I have to say that I feel like through this process I haven’t stopped growing as a person. I have learned a lot about myself, and my marriage, my relationships with others, and my relationship with God (most importantly). Sometimes it’s hard to accept certain things in your life, and move on from them. It’s just part of life. We may not like certain things that happen, the way people act around us, etc. but dwelling on those things is not gonna help anyone or anything. So, I have decided to just live. Stop worrying over every little thing that I can’t control. I don’t want to be upset with the people that I thought would be there for us but aren’t there in the ways that we want them to be. Everyone has their own lives, and I know that everyone is happy for us, and they just don’t have the time to check in or maybe they just don’t think about it, or maybe they don’t want to bring it up and make things uncomfortable for us, but a simple “hey, how are things going or hey if you need to talk” just an I love you and I’m here to offer support is helpful during this time. I know that everyone has their own stuff, and a lot of people have reached out to me through this blog, and that in itself means a lot. I just hope that maybe one day what we have been through can in some way help someone else. I should know the results of the blood work by today.
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